Rabble Rabble

It’s me

Reflecting over the past months, APRIL has to be the greatest this year. Was poor all January, got stood up like a little bitch in February, in March I was struggling with school and friendships, But APRIL! Everything is falling back into place. Noticed that a lot of my hombres are struggling with the female scenario, some more similar than others. Which leaves the question to WHY!? Why do females continue to, for lack of diction, fuck with us? No more of this being played bullshit, I would never play anybody like that, IT’S MESSED UP, but yea hopefully I don’t strike out again. Aprils been good to me too bad its about to pass. May is coming up, great things are gonna happen and some not so great things are gonna happen. Ripple effect.

Shout outs to my negros: KB its all good dawg, delete her forever. To DRE keep it hype fool happy birthday. Bryin stop foolin.

Although my left ear has adjusted back to 60db, my left ear still thinks I’m GETTIN CRUNKK…yea 120db never annoyed me so much till now. Sigh, I think going to eat with mi amigos or mi familia to make this feel bueno. No interesting words of wisdom for now…. PEACE

Where to begin. Old friend came back to town, and I noticed how drastically he and I both changed. I was gonna go look back at my yearbook, but I thought to myself and said that still too early. Birthday is coming up soon, don’t know what I want but it doesn’t matter what I get, I’m turning that incredible twenty years old. 2 decades…last year as a teen. Will I miss it? eh who knows.. ANYWAY played with my dads Canon 5D and I loved it. postin photos in a bit

Ever do something extremely stupid that the only emotion that could be expressed is your palm hiding your face? I just did that about 30 minutes ago….although I don’t feel like facepalming I do feel utterly stupid..ultra sadface

Woke up Saturday morning and pondered my dream.”Did I really dream that my name was JoToTo?” In this dream, I was super hype about this…and I’m guessing that JoToTo is short for “Josh Tong-Tong” I mean what else would it stand for right? But in my dream I felt this hype-ness that I haven’t felt in a while. Which makes me question if we feel something in our dreams, is that really how it feels? For example you dream that you get hit by a car and you become paralyzed and you no longer feel your legs. And in this dream it feels INTENSELY real, like it really happened. But the question is, is this really how it would feel to be handicapped? How would you know? Anyway I just wanted to share my newfound nickname, and YEA JOTOTO! FEEL THE HYPENESS

PEACEE

What signifies the end of a friendship? Is it the fact that both neglect to say a simple hello to each other despite, or that both have slowly drifted away… Anyway not the first time it has happened and it won’t be the last. That is why I don’t like having best friends. We end up moving on with our lives and forgetting about the other and I hate that. Unfortunately I think that it is too late to salvage this and it was great while it lasted but life will continue to move on and the world will continue it’s annual trip around the sun. We’ll remain aquiantinces if not friends..anyway goodnight and happy Friday

Peace

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