So pumped for this weekend!!! Just gotta chill and rest up for Sunday AND study for my Calc exam, but that can wait till Sunday night after we get the big W. Owned my micro exam and somewhat understood my BCIS exam =]…State fair is comin up…hope theres a group that wants me to go with them.. hah
After 2 Years, College Has Finally Caught Up to Me
TO DO LIST for TODAY - Purchase pocketless shorts - Play Intramural Game - Study for Micro Exam - Study for BCIS Exam - Study for Calc Exam - Do Calc Hw due tomorrow - Do Calc Hw due Monday - Ice injuries - Vacuum Carpet - Mop Kitchen - Fold Laundry - Find a Job - Shower…real talk. hah - Work on photos - Play Zelda Ocarina of Time
Everybody has regrets. Ignore the title I have regrets but they don’t affect me the way they affect everybody else. I guess what I’m saying is that I’m liking the way everything is right now, the way I am, the people I’m with, the things I’ve learned. Think about, we are constantly saying to our selves “man I should have done this,” or “UGHH we should have blahblahblah.” This leads to the question, If we could change one thing about your past what would it be?….My answer is absolutely nothing. I constantly think about this and always come to the same solution. I run scenarios in my mind. For example, IF I went to a different junior high, I would be quote ” A real ass nigga” or a super popular asian. If I went to the other, I would be not at UNT and getting my education at UT with the same circle or far away. All these scenarios turn out differently and the when I see how I would have turned out, The current me would dislike myself. “Every thing happens for a reason” Don’t know who said that but they were correct. Who feels like I feel?
Tonight is a night of revelations or basically truths revisited, whether reconfirming that Justin Beiber is this years Best New Artist, or that I am an idiot.
On one of my recurring lonely drives back to Denton multiple phrases entered my mind: If you have to think about it, it probably is, It’s too good to be true, everything happens for a reason. Things like that flow through my mind as I came to the simple conclusion. Fuck it. Extremely upset at life and just gonna trudge through it with the mind set of Fuck it and Oh well, shit happens. Giving up on caring, things are gonna just go where the flow takes it. Apparently when I’m about to take things into my own hands shit blows up in my face, so THUG LIFE. Back to the way things used to be. Oh yea, Fucking played like Koreans play starcraft. Pissed and whatever. Prolly will try not to interact with you anymore GOODAY, THUG LIFE AND GUCCI